Ok for the next few blogs will be about me and my life and the thoughts I have on life.

So what is "LOVE" Love is a big strong like "I love you" What does that mean? lol I ask myself that every time I say "I love you" to Dina, and you know what I've come up with? Simple when I say that to her I do mean it but I also mean it in a level of it's own. I grew up knowing what love was but not understanding it in away that would click to my thick hyper-active brain. I grew up knowing that you can loose love in a heart beat with my parents splitting up and knowing that love is nothing but just a word.

I spent about 10-13 years not loving anyone because to me love was just a word. Well when I met Dina something changed. I felt Love as more then just a word. It was something more. What love is, is something you have to give up, die for, live for, and do anything to see someone you care for so much happy.

For Dina I would do anything to see her happy. I would die for her, I would do anything because I love her like God loves us. Why do you think God sent his only son to die for the sinners of this world? So he can see us happy. The same with me I'll do anything to see Dina happy. I love her with all m heart and soul.

My question is simple and easy. What the hell is wrong with Hollywood? Let me explain my theory on this.

1. Films that suck should not be made into sequels. Now this can go back and forth until everyone is blue in the face. But lets be real here. I'll give a few examples. For one thing the Pirates films come on now. The first one was good and I own it but 2 and 3 just shoot me now. Yes I hated the other 2 Pirate films hate me all you want but you will love me when I say that you can't pull a Peter Jackson move and make it good you just can't. What Peter Jackson did with Lord of the Rings is doing something that you can't do. I mean if I make a film I'm not gonna do 2 back to back because you just can't. If you do you'll kill the story. Now I know a lot people hate the 3rd Spider-man but give it up people you liked it just say it. That film was good it may have some bad parts but it was damn better then Pirates 3. But I do think sucky films should not be made.

2. Why hate film makers? Ok so there are some film makers you should hate by why hate the film makers who have done things that have changed film making? Like for George Lucas. Why hate him because he killed Star Wars. Come on he did something know one would ever do. He changed film in a whole new way. Yeah I'm a Lucas fan I love his stuff He has opened my eyes to a new way of filming. He made Star Wars and Indiana Jones. Oh but Stephen Steven Spielberg made Indiana Jones. Fuck no he didn't.  George Lucas made it he wrote the damn thing. Yeah I  love Steven's work. But why hate a man who did nothing but open are eyes to things we didn't know we could do?

3. Why hate Christian films? Ok so not many Christian films are that good. But I can name 3 that are good. 1. Passion of the Christ. Yeah i'll say I cried so what. I'm a Christian and to know how well that film was made to show how Christ died was well done (and guess what? it did better then most films) 2. Got to hand it to Mr. Jackson, for him to do Lord of the Rings he did a damn good job. and well done man and finally 3. The Narnia films. Come on the second one was good, yeah it had a few bad things but they made improvements in the second one and the 3rd and 4th and so on will get better. Just read the books. So why hate Christian films? I'll tell you. Because Christian films are a threat to Hollywood. Hollywood wants to hide and take out Christianity from film.Hollywood is so left wing if you took it out of its ass you'll get a pearl. If you make a good Christian film you will do something great. You will show what people need to see, and that is hope.

these are just a few things that have been on my mind, and I'll stand by it. Hollywood is going down. Why not make films that will change peoples minds and open up there eyes.

All people as you may not know I'm a film maker and I see a lot of things in films that i see in life. I think that film is something that we can show and help people understand things. For me I want to make a film that makes people think about Christianity and how its important. And one film that will show what true love is in a romantic comedy film. I just think that we shouldn't hate something so much that is against what we believe in.